If one of us is lying ,

You say you really know me
You're not afraid to show me, what is in your eyes

I owe you an explanation .

Saturday, January 16, 2010 / 1/16/2010 08:28:00 AM

Happy 10 months , Steady!

I LOVE YOU TILL DIE DIE ! :D

Friday went to school as usual , y'know . & there's no irp on that day , how great is that? Hahaa ! After school , things are not going smoothly as it is . Cliques and people gathered all around block 2 as always . Jacshy , me and Noah had girls talk while Noah went up with us but with his earpiece , as told . Uh huh , girls talk . One cry , comfort . Slowly , One cry , another cry and another cry . First is th one who was th main topic for th girls talk which is _____ . Then see her cry , i feel very upset , and suddenly something flash my mind , it's you boy . Then i got emotional and started to cry with _____ . Ale then come and hug me . She got emotional too , and of cos , cried . Th crying was spreading . Sigh . Stopped all those cryings and went downstair to find th others . Damn it , _____'s eye was red , so were mine . Well , Siti asked about it . Went in to school with _____ for th ladies . After that came out and went back block 2 . Went to th back of block 2 with _____ . While walking there , JingWen hugged _____ & asked me why i cry also , i just walked towards where i was going . So sorry , Jingwen . Talked to _____ at th back of block 2 . One sentence Steady said to me is , " i'll always be there for you " . & you know , you sent me something before a message , somehow's like you'll always be there for me . On 7th May 2009 , 11.46 pm , You said " Okok..remember if anything happen, i will be there for you! ♥Goodnite♥ " Oh my god? Th thought of it made me emotional and tears flowed again . Sorry _____ , Instead of me consoling you , end up you console me . Yes , _____ hugged me , thanks .

Controlled emotions , both of us stopped crying and wiped off tears . _____ got to go , both our eyes still red but bo bian . _____ went off to find steadstead and i went back to find th others . Suddenly left a few people only . And Mr vernan was there . Okay , Caught . Bag check at block 2 , felt a lil retarded -.- He asked all girls , dare to take smokerlyzer or not . So Darling , Baobei and me just went ahead with it , so yea . Gave him a firm yes if not he will suspect everybody there smokes . Was told to go in school for smokerlyzer test and saw him okay . Argh , He saw my eyes red . Grr . HELLO? > Th DM's room was not even open and not a single soul was there . How are we suppose to take ? zzz . Monday's assembly , hope Dms wont even mention anything about that at all . Ya , thats why i say Friday never went that well . After that home to bathe and changed . Hopped in Cab with Ale and headed to st.George . He promised me to say "bye" to me , it never happen . ): Idk why , why always when my hair's tied up then can see him de . Hais . Kay , slacked there > Tpy with Ale > Platform > Home . Today rot at home . it's 1am plus , think should stop already , Bye readers .

Thanks for all hugs and comforts!(: Cheer up my beloved Steady!

Good night boy :) ♥ you , 020509 .