So many things happened but i don't think i'll list out all [?] These 3 weeks , Cough and this week , feverrrrrr ): a few days before , it was 38.8 degrees , but now it's 38.4 degrees . Idk what happened to me luh but i hope i don't get bothered by what happened between them . i know what's going on but maybe i'm just living like that over & over again as time ticks . It's no use , no matter how hard i'm trying . But heyyy , i'll still be waitingggg :D
I'm not th girl i used to be . & i'm beginning to wonder if i ever really knew who she was anyway . I look back now at everything that's happened as if that girl was an unknown person to me . How i ever could have thought those thoughts & done those things? One moment i was calm , organized , effiient , the next i was a women obsessed . Perhaps i shouldn't had made my feelings known to you . & sing this lie that's halfway mine .
JunHui Gan-Baby went for Malaysia this afternoon after school and getting home change and th other stuffs . Awww , i'm missing him already la . O: Be back soon k , imy ; ily Gan-baby! :D As morning was cold cos it was due to th rain , i wore jacket to school . Never did i knew , my fever came back . Even Pe , i was still having my jacket with me . I am really cold today , even now , i am wearing it . hahah , Lol . i yearned for at least a friend to friend hug from him to keep me warm & to let me have the security i believe i can find it in him . Slowly ba . Cheer up boy(: i know how it feels , terrible and alot other miserable and saddening words to describe right? Haisss , Be happy boy . Look at me , i'm bearing with all those pains you gave me & had lived life through as normal as i can be .(: iloveyou , seriously . Time : 12.40am . Got to go take my medicine and sleep le . Good night . Bye .

So many things happened but i don't think i'll list out all [?] These 3 weeks , Cough and this week , feverrrrrr ): a few days before , it was 38.8 degrees , but now it's 38.4 degrees . Idk what happened to me luh but i hope i don't get bothered by what happened between them . i know what's going on but maybe i'm just living like that over & over again as time ticks . It's no use , no matter how hard i'm trying . But heyyy , i'll still be waitingggg :D
I'm not th girl i used to be . & i'm beginning to wonder if i ever really knew who she was anyway . I look back now at everything that's happened as if that girl was an unknown person to me . How i ever could have thought those thoughts & done those things? One moment i was calm , organized , effiient , the next i was a women obsessed . Perhaps i shouldn't had made my feelings known to you . & sing this lie that's halfway mine .
JunHui Gan-Baby went for Malaysia this afternoon after school and getting home change and th other stuffs . Awww , i'm missing him already la . O: Be back soon k , imy ; ily Gan-baby! :D As morning was cold cos it was due to th rain , i wore jacket to school . Never did i knew , my fever came back . Even Pe , i was still having my jacket with me . I am really cold today , even now , i am wearing it . hahah , Lol . i yearned for at least a friend to friend hug from him to keep me warm & to let me have the security i believe i can find it in him . Slowly ba . Cheer up boy(: i know how it feels , terrible and alot other miserable and saddening words to describe right? Haisss , Be happy boy . Look at me , i'm bearing with all those pains you gave me & had lived life through as normal as i can be .(: iloveyou , seriously . Time : 12.40am . Got to go take my medicine and sleep le . Good night . Bye .