Hey yoh! Finally get to post again , but its at melissa house posting de -,- It's been really a torture for me these last few days ;'(  Youu dint appear when i hopedd to see youu during that 'happy season' of mine , But now just as when i dhun wann to see youu , Youu actually appearedd in front of me , talking to me ! Why are youu torturing me this way?! ]: I need to give youu up , youu know , huhh??! &&I Really really really need to Try to hate youu! ;'( Cause ... Because for youu , i really need to leave youu from yourr sight! T.T And because because because ! Because of ..."That", those confusion , those Agony , those those those , all those , my entertainer know it too , youu cann ask him for all i care! T.T Youu see , Everytime I need a crying shoulder , only my entertainerr is there for me , but not as in real shoulder lahhs , its , only he was there  to be my listening ear , but where were youu when i really need youu? My entertainerr , i really love him alot lahhs! Hiaks ;x  Haiss , idk what to do . But i am certain enough that i need to  Hate Youu!! I NEED TO HATE YOUU! I NEED TO DAO YOUU! I'm not posting about anything regarding my daily activities for today ler .. Byeee . 

Hey yoh! Finally get to post again , but its at melissa house posting de -,- It's been really a torture for me these last few days ;'(  Youu dint appear when i hopedd to see youu during that 'happy season' of mine , But now just as when i dhun wann to see youu , Youu actually appearedd in front of me , talking to me ! Why are youu torturing me this way?! ]: I need to give youu up , youu know , huhh??! &&I Really really really need to Try to hate youu! ;'( Cause ... Because for youu , i really need to leave youu from yourr sight! T.T And because because because ! Because of ..."That", those confusion , those Agony , those those those , all those , my entertainer know it too , youu cann ask him for all i care! T.T Youu see , Everytime I need a crying shoulder , only my entertainerr is there for me , but not as in real shoulder lahhs , its , only he was there  to be my listening ear , but where were youu when i really need youu? My entertainerr , i really love him alot lahhs! Hiaks ;x  Haiss , idk what to do . But i am certain enough that i need to  Hate Youu!! I NEED TO HATE YOUU! I NEED TO DAO YOUU! I'm not posting about anything regarding my daily activities for today ler .. Byeee .